I Can Be The Best Mother In The World

Written by: Cassandra Anunciacion



They say being a mother is really challenging,
Must have the warm and infinite understanding,
I completely understand how difficult it is,
yet Im planning to be the best mom for my kids.


An immeasurable love probably makes
a heart of forgiveness to their mistakes,
No matter how, big or small,
This incredible wisdom will understand it all.


I'll try to be their inspiration,
A sterling example in education.
To boost dampened spirits,
anywhere and every minutes.


To shelter and to guide without any fees,
And always at hand to doctor scraped knees.
An enormous depth of commitment,
because it's my duty, always, every moment.


In the future, we might finally see
if being the best mother will be
as wonderful as the poem I did,
or whatever, God Almighty wants it to be.









Sa wakas, natapos ko rin ang MAPEH assignment ko.
Malayang tugmaan kaya ayan labu-labo na hahaahaa..

How's my day? #1

Magulo. Masaya at walang kabuluhan.

First time ko na makisali sa chismisan, about celebrities na nabubuntis tapos aakuin ng nanay nung nabuntis, break up, sulutan, buntisan ulit, may tooooot na sinugod daw sa ospital magkapatong sabi ni Jasmine Sunga. Hahah.. Walang kwenta pero nakakatawa. Ang saya kahit ang totoo wala akong natutunan. Nasayang ang laway ko pero ayos lang, masaya namang natapos ang araw na toh.



September 16, 2010

Gusto ko lang maalala tong araw na to. Bakit?
Kasi nagiging concious ako sa NCAE at trip kong mag-review at ayusin ang schedule ko gamit ito.

Anyway, dun mune tayo sa special occasions..
Ang dami pa lang magkakasabay na nagbirthday..



September 13 -- Raymart Manalo [elementary classmate/childhood crush/schoolmate ngayon]
-- Bryllian Mond francisco [classmate 2nd year and 3rd year/ schoolmate 1st and 4th year]


Actually, gwapo talaga yang dalawa na yan. Crush ko lang. ;)
Lakas kasi ng sense of humor hahahaa..


September 14 -- Isan and Tito Joey
Di ako nakatulog ng maayos, well, it's already 12AM nang maisipan ng mata kong mag-hibernate. After that, nagising ako ng 10AM. Hahahaaa..
Sarap matulog. WAGI!


Ilang araw na rin pala kong walang cellphone, mahirap kasi walang communication sa mga groupmates. Pano yung play namin sa English?



Gusto ko sana magbasa kaso di ko naman nahiram yung gusto kung basahin,
gusto ko na panuorin yung GTO ep 26 2/2 pero dapat sa weekends lang ako manuod nun..



okay fine ;)

GTO (anime)

PARENTAL GUIDANCE

Im not a pervert but I do recommend this because.. Onizuka is really cool! No one could ever think that a 'cool teacher' like him, never ever studied during his time. He was a cool dude with the cool goal of making every students have fun with their high school life. He wants them to find real and cool friends. His cool attitude in teaching was really effective. Anyway, how many times did I just said 'cool'?

High-five Great Teacher Onizuka!

Now watching: GTO ep 16 2/2 [widescreen]

UPCAT

After several months of reviewing for this.. UPCAT, I decided to take a break. I visited sites like www.upcatreview.com and blogs for tips. Know what really helps? I guess its the motivation of someone to learn, trying not to elude Math 'coz its damn hard and exerting time to flip every pages of dictionary just to learn new unfamiliar terms.

Who wants to dare me if Im going to pass it or not?

Fine. except you?

Anyone..?

Alright. Except myself, family, friends, teachers, schoolmates, peers..

Now, that's what we call PRESSURE!

EVERYONE around you expect you to study, study, study and study.

They want you to pass and face UP profs.

***

its been a year, my friend.

I wanted to tell you. I wanted to edit this draft. I wanted to enter UP.

I've done the first two yet I failed to do the last one.

Im dumb. Jk.

Srsly, its damn difficult [UPCAT]. And honestly, Im not looking forward for an exciting welcome in UP since I know I was not meant to be there. I am far from being one of the intellectual geeks there. I know myself.

Lost time.. can never be found again ;)

"Lost time can never be found again."

1. Wake up early.
2. Jog for a while.
3. Drink coffee and eat some bread with butter.
4. Read El Filibusterismo.
5. Check your notebooks.
6. Do your homeworks and activities. (optional)
7. Prepare your stuffs.
8. Check your accounts online.
9. Eat lunch and brush teeth afterwards.
10. Take a bath.

Probably, my routine each morning was those above.

Unfortunately, I didn't accomplish some of it.

Instead...

• Wake up, not early.
• Turn on the TV and watch news.
• Sit on the couch and wait for Detective Conan.
• Go online, aftermath.
• Prepare your stuffs and homeworks.
• Eat lunch and brush your teeth.
• Take a bath.

How lazy, I know.

I just can't take that outta my system..

Im already fifteen, since when?

Last July 24, Saturday. Exactlt, three thirty pm.

At oo, nanunuod pa nga ako ng cartoons at anime, sa edad kong toh?

Oo, kasi fan ako.

electric fan?

Hindi, mahilig lang talaga ko manuod.

Movies, anime, cartoons, kahit na anong makakatulong para ma-improve ko tong buhay ko.

So balik tayo sa topic..

Nasayang nga ang oras na sana'y naging produktibo kung walang telebisyon dito sa kwarto ko.

Pagpasok ko sa school, nalaman kong naiwan ko ang notebook sa isang subject na may assignment!

BINGO!

Alam niyo na kung bakit nangyare yun.

Kaya, kung estudyante ka na kagaya ko, unahin mo munang pagbutihan ang pag-aaral mo.

Matapos ang ilang dekada ng pag-aaral, MAGTRABAHO KA!

Tulungan mo ang Pilipinas para gayahin ka rin ng iba.

Maging mabuti kang impluwensya.

Wag mong sayangin ang oras sa panunuod ng movies na showing sa sinehan dahil lang bida si Angelina Jolie o kaya si Leonardo DiCarpio ng Titanic.

Magbasa ka ng Noli at Fili kahit na nakakatamad.

Masarap sa pakiramdam ang makatapos ng isang libro ng wala kang nilalaktawang pahina.

Unawain mo pagbinasa mo.

Syempre, sayang ulit ang oras kung wala kang natutunan after.

Ngayon, alam niyo ba kung anung nangyare nung naiwan ko ung notebook ko..

Well, hindi naman ako favorite ng teacher pero nag-suffer ang klase dahil naiwan ko ang notebook ko. Hindi kami ng check e.

"VIP" -- hindi self-proclaimed yan pero ganyan talaga feeling ko after.

para sakin, hindi positibo ang masabihan niyan.

Basta.

Wag mo na itanong kung bakit.

kasi tinatamad ako.

Weighing the word "fear" and "fun"

Exactly, life is an unfair journey to.. heaven knows where.

The moment I feel life was hitting on me, Im suddenly confronted by the thought, that possibly, my seatmate was right, Isa lang ang kailangan mong baunin sa araw-araw, lakas ng loob.

Guys don't cry, they fight! Cause they know life is tough.. and to live and survive, you must be tougher. Some guys who have their hearts broken, trust no one. That was hard for them. We know, including me, that everything was unfair, and there's no such thing as equal or balance. Everything is being compared, people never have the same story, family, environment nor attitudes.

At the end, all of us will feel the feelings like angst, remorse, bitterness, irritated, annoyed, insulted, miserable, guilt, thankful, pleased, blessed, admired, challenged but never satisfied. No one can achieve the complete happiness and satisfaction without courage. If you have it then your willing to risk something, the possibilities are, you'll win or lose, but neither the two, there's something to gain.

You faced something you never thought you will.

There's nothing to fear if you have the courage.

From there, you'll see how fruitful each obstacle's result was. Before Im afraid to ride the space shuttle until now I am, cause I don't have the courage to try it. I felt weak cause my schoolmates told me that they have rode that for several times. There happy and all that but me, Im not completely happy after the fieldtrip coz I didnt have the courage to face my fear and feel the fun.

What's important is that, make a life of happiness instead a life of meaning, make every drop of tears worth the pain and every happiness was shared, maybe life is unfair, it was designed by God that way. But no matter, people will love to hear that you already face your fear.

ALAS, Im happy for you if you can be tougher than life.

NO pain, NO gain. Remember that.

~ Choose Or Lose #1

1.



Earlier, Illve realized how convenient it is to live with my family, but at the same time, I also did realize how great it is, to live on your own, decide on your own, and how will my house look if Im the only person who lives in it. Astig siguro ng magiging bahay ko, tadtad ng wallpaper ng anime ang pader at ang kabinet puro costumes na pang-cosplay. Bata.


"KWARTO BA YAN?" naisip ko lang, ganyan siguro ang sasabihin ni Mama kung sakaling nandito siya. Maybe I really can't do things on my own, I mean like washing my uniforms and undies. Tshh.. I guess, I could, I should coz no matter what happen, things won't change. Im alone. im not a kid anymore. Im fifteen and yeah, independent.


It's summer but it feels strange. Cold, rainy season? Is it the so-called unpredictable weather? Tskk.. I stayed inside my house, watching the tears that fells from above through glass window. Im starving for a hot choco. Oh! I search for more coins in my house but then, I found nothing. My allowance will be released on 16th of June. It would take so long before I could have my fridge be full again. Well, my allowance doesn't come from any relatives or whatever, Im having this "scholarship" since first year and this will be the last year that I would received a stypen.


STYPEN. Money. Cash. Allowance. It is something local government give to those "bright" students so that they would continue studying. In my case, its my only hope to live, I have no job coz I'm underage.


My parents died. Left me something that I think, I would probably get when Im already 18. Lupet, bakit ang unfair ng mundo?


Im not satisfied on how God respond on my questions when I was young.. How I wished I never hope to live alone. So incomplete. So unsafe and unsecure. Terribly heavyhearted.


Still raining. Im so tired on my daily routines this summer. I want schooldays! I want June to be closer as possible! I want my stypen! I want hot choco! I want.. to feel that Im alive and kicking!

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MY FIRST POST OF STORY IN CREATIVE CORNER
ILL ACCEPT CREATIVE CRITICISMS, THANKS!

« Last Edit: June 26, 2010, 07:06:41 pm by zac.eros »

Cabinet Members of Noynoy

List of the cabinet members of President Noynoy Aquino III

(Listahan ng mga miyembro ng gabinete ni Presidenteng Noynoy Aquino III)

1. Paquito Ochoa Jr.

2. Alberto Romulo

3. Cesar Purisma

4. Leila De Lima

5. Voltaire Gazmin

6. Bro. Armin Luistro

7. Florencio Abad

8. Cayetano Paderanga Jr.

9. Proceso Alcala

10. Ramon Paje

11.Jose "Ping" de Jesus

12.Rosalinda Baldoz

13. Enrique Ona

14. Alberto Lim

15. Gregory Domingo

16. Corazon Soliman

17. Mario Montejo

18. Jose Rene Almendras

19. Rogelio Singson

20. Virgilio de Los Reyes

Sagot ko sa assignment ko kaso kulang.

She said...

NOTE: I'm not putting words on others mouth, meaning, it happens. Everything that I'm going to share are real. No kidding ;)

1.

"We will have an activity, class. So your going to ENCIRCLE YOUR CHAIR."

[Are you sure?]

2.

"Edrian, your visual aids looks small. *referring to the way it was written* It's not basable, visible rather."

[basable, as in to be able to BASA?! What the eff?]

3.

"What is time?*looks at her watch*"

[Hahah. You kidding?]

4.

"I think BLAH's work is quiet too long."

[ADVERBS!!! WTH are you doing there? quite + too + long = fvck!]

5.

"Mabuti! Marunong ka naman mag-drummer diba?"

[ako marunong mag-guitarist! tara! Mag-banda tayo!]

My arrogant seatmate reacts after she left, "San ba nag-aral yan? tskk.. Nakuu.. Di ako mag-aaral dun."

HOMEWORK ALERT!

It was seven minutes before seven p.m. comes.

I haven't accomplished any task I listed on my head. OmiGosh! I must do my narativ report yet no ideas appears in my head everytime I thought of floods.

Maybe, It'll be fine if Im going to do this at school, I thought. But someone's saying, Halerr! It was your third subject, how can you finish that on time? So yeah, I ended up blogging everything.

Anyway, it's a good thing that my Grandma's not adding some headaches. This morning kasi, she was standing behing me and watching every researches that Im doing about my narativ report. She was like, kanina ka pa nagco-computer, magreview ka naman. Then, I'll just reply saying, yepp, Im done. Ill shut it after a few minutes.

Actually, di nga ako naligo ngayong araw and I remember, Im supposed to go to church, but then it rains. So I stayed infront of my comp. Thinking if Im going to blog or not.

Have to go! HOMEWORK ALERT!!!

Prof. MATH

Isang mainit na mami ang tumulong sa akin sa pag-iisip ng first post ko. Mainit at masarap sa pakiramdam. Balak ko sanang ilagay ang kwentong nabuo sa aking isipan kanina lang.

Kain lang.

Sa mga oras na 'toh ay isang narativ repost sana sa ekonomiks ang aking ginagawa o di kaya'y nagpapa-tuitor dun sa kapitbahay pero eto nagba-blog ako para lang magkwento kung gaano kakaiba ang Math teacher ko ngayong fourth year.

Itago natin siya sa codename na MR. EVEILEB, the Math teacher. First day of class, pumasok siya sa kwarto at binuksan ang libro ng batang lalaki na nasa aisle. Binasa ang ilang lines sa book tapos recitation.

Actually, function ang topic e. Obvious na obvious na ready ang lahat pero ng bigla siyang nagsalita, nagbago ang atmosphere. "What is your function in this class?" So kamusta naman yun? Akala ko ba MATH itong klaseng pinasukan ko.

PILOT section pa naman kami kaya siguro talagang sinusubok kami ng teacher na ito. Natawag si Ms. Dictionary ng klase, "Okay, Miss..."sabi ni Sir. "Ramos po."

"Okay, Ms. Ramos. Are you the muse in this class?"

"No, sir."

"Then, your the escort?"

Natawa na lang ako sa banat niya, anyway dun na tayo sa part na tinatanong siya kung anung function niya sa class.

"As a member of Class Wisdom, I guess my function here is to follow the officers."

"Huh? Why? This the 4th time that a member of your class said that. I think its not the right term, what if the president said something that was wrong or immoral?" The prof was half-smiling that time. He added, "Are you going to follow that order?"

"No, sir."

After a long paused, our Math prof proceed.

"Okay, continue, what are your functions here?"

"As a group leader of cleaners, I must maintain the cleanliness." She took a deep breath and suck his lower lip.

"So, your the group leader of the cleaners, so your supposed to give orders and be followed by your members?"

"No, sir! I must do my duty too. I should be a good example. They will cooperate if Im doing my job as a leader too."

"Exactly, the term is cooperate. To follow is not your function here. The President or the officers rather are elected not just to give orders and be followed. They are positioned to be a good example and to do their duty. Very good, Wisdom." That was our class, Wisdom.

he proceed, "Sabi na nga ba may mapipiga dito sa klase niyo."

*************

The following days were just like that. As in, read the book then self-study, recitation and board work, and our prof never discuss anything. Ang laman lang ng notebook ko ay seatwork then assignment.

He was talking to our adviser out loud infront of us, and obviously, naririnig namin. "After first grading, siguro tapos na natin itong libro. Ang bibilis matuto ng estudyante ko eh, nakaupo na lang ako puro sila ang nag-didiscuss. Mahuhusay! Maybe we could study Calculus in advanced for your 3rd grading, and for the fourth, siguro bakasyon na agad kayo sa akin."

It think that would be cool but be logical. It's MATH! Not English! Im not some geek or what, maraming slow learner sa room noh! But Im not included, I do self-study kasi nakakahiya mapahiya!

This is my Math teacher!