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Earlier, Illve realized how convenient it is to live with my family, but at the same time, I also did realize how great it is, to live on your own, decide on your own, and how will my house look if Im the only person who lives in it. Astig siguro ng magiging bahay ko, tadtad ng wallpaper ng anime ang pader at ang kabinet puro costumes na pang-cosplay. Bata.
"KWARTO BA YAN?" naisip ko lang, ganyan siguro ang sasabihin ni Mama kung sakaling nandito siya. Maybe I really can't do things on my own, I mean like washing my uniforms and undies. Tshh.. I guess, I could, I should coz no matter what happen, things won't change. Im alone. im not a kid anymore. Im fifteen and yeah, independent.
It's summer but it feels strange. Cold, rainy season? Is it the so-called unpredictable weather? Tskk.. I stayed inside my house, watching the tears that fells from above through glass window. Im starving for a hot choco. Oh! I search for more coins in my house but then, I found nothing. My allowance will be released on 16th of June. It would take so long before I could have my fridge be full again. Well, my allowance doesn't come from any relatives or whatever, Im having this "scholarship" since first year and this will be the last year that I would received a stypen.
STYPEN. Money. Cash. Allowance. It is something local government give to those "bright" students so that they would continue studying. In my case, its my only hope to live, I have no job coz I'm underage.
My parents died. Left me something that I think, I would probably get when Im already 18. Lupet, bakit ang unfair ng mundo?
Im not satisfied on how God respond on my questions when I was young.. How I wished I never hope to live alone. So incomplete. So unsafe and unsecure. Terribly heavyhearted.
Still raining. Im so tired on my daily routines this summer. I want schooldays! I want June to be closer as possible! I want my stypen! I want hot choco! I want.. to feel that Im alive and kicking!
MY FIRST POST OF STORY IN CREATIVE CORNER
ILL ACCEPT CREATIVE CRITICISMS, THANKS!
Earlier, Illve realized how convenient it is to live with my family, but at the same time, I also did realize how great it is, to live on your own, decide on your own, and how will my house look if Im the only person who lives in it. Astig siguro ng magiging bahay ko, tadtad ng wallpaper ng anime ang pader at ang kabinet puro costumes na pang-cosplay. Bata.
"KWARTO BA YAN?" naisip ko lang, ganyan siguro ang sasabihin ni Mama kung sakaling nandito siya. Maybe I really can't do things on my own, I mean like washing my uniforms and undies. Tshh.. I guess, I could, I should coz no matter what happen, things won't change. Im alone. im not a kid anymore. Im fifteen and yeah, independent.
It's summer but it feels strange. Cold, rainy season? Is it the so-called unpredictable weather? Tskk.. I stayed inside my house, watching the tears that fells from above through glass window. Im starving for a hot choco. Oh! I search for more coins in my house but then, I found nothing. My allowance will be released on 16th of June. It would take so long before I could have my fridge be full again. Well, my allowance doesn't come from any relatives or whatever, Im having this "scholarship" since first year and this will be the last year that I would received a stypen.
STYPEN. Money. Cash. Allowance. It is something local government give to those "bright" students so that they would continue studying. In my case, its my only hope to live, I have no job coz I'm underage.
My parents died. Left me something that I think, I would probably get when Im already 18. Lupet, bakit ang unfair ng mundo?
Im not satisfied on how God respond on my questions when I was young.. How I wished I never hope to live alone. So incomplete. So unsafe and unsecure. Terribly heavyhearted.
Still raining. Im so tired on my daily routines this summer. I want schooldays! I want June to be closer as possible! I want my stypen! I want hot choco! I want.. to feel that Im alive and kicking!
MY FIRST POST OF STORY IN CREATIVE CORNER
ILL ACCEPT CREATIVE CRITICISMS, THANKS!
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